Orchard...AGAIN.
this is like the dunno how many time i've been to orchard in a week. everytime to meet a diff. person...tsk. haha anyway i wanted to Strangle Singying already.
supposed to meet at 12.30. and she msg me saying she's still QUEUEING at the bank when i walked outta the house. happened tt Nick the ah pek was walking out too so i had company to far east. poor guy. sick- coughin flu fever and still going out to "enjoy" the last of his freedom b4 NS. haha. anyway. luckily i din wait v. long.
went for lunch after tt...and shopping...yea and we talked a lot abt our problems and stuffs...everytime go out with her end up spending haha. ya i bought a new skirt. and eating. sigh sigh. met a lot of ppl lar. like my squash juniors and stuffs even Albert. someone i haven talked to for like 2 yrs...ppl do change a lot...
been packing my room since juz now. without much success. but at least more organised...i was juz looking thru photos and cards and stuff. bringing back memories of the past. haha.
Gerald came and tried to talk his "sense" to me abt e India thingy...it made sense...yea like God gave me skill in squash for a purpose...yea i learnt a lot since i picked it up. discipline...even lessons of life....but is this realli the path God wans me to take. to go for this India tourney...at the expense of my studies etc. I agree with wad he said...to put all ur troubles and worries into God's hands and ur life's path will be v. clear cut. It is simple to say tt...but harder to put it into action...i'm trying...
I realised i haven felt this troubeld for a v. long time...it feels quite terrible...to be hanging somewhere in midair. not knowing whether u'll fall or u'll be safe. i guess time will tell. praying helps...but u need to wait to get an ans too...ppl walk in and outta ur life...but dun all these happen gradually...not immediately. its as though u fall asleep and awake to a whole new world...a whole new era of ur life where everythin's changed. for better or for worse.
5 more days to sch...i hope everythin'll be back to normal by then...but its a v. v. big HOPE. can't believe this but yea i miss sch life...u're bz till u haf no time to think abt ur troubles...they juz solve by themselves...everyday is like a whole new chapter in ur life coz so many things happen funny or sad...
anyway...thx Gerald...for tt email to cheer me up...its realli cute.
Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt,
Who am I?
That the Bright and Morning Star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am,
But because of what You've done,
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean (ocean),
A vapor in the wind,
Still You hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling,
And You've told me who I am…
I am Yours…I am Yours
Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin,
Would look on me with love,
And watch me rise again,
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am,
But because of what You've done,
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean (ocean),
A vapor in the wind,
Still You hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling,
And You've told me who I am...
I am Yours
"I am the light of the world. Whoever follows Me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life"-John 8:12
